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Every day I lay here and I rot away a little more. Every day I socialize a little less, I have less desire to be around other people, I'm incapable of caring about myself or anyone else, I only seem to love one person and they don't even know who they are, I'll never tell. The only thing I seem to care about are these plants. They're the only thing I find meaningful in my life. I can't get up in the morning, I can't sleep at night. I have to take drugs to feel good about myself and the way life is going, not just my life, but the shitty world around me. I'm suffering from anxiety and depression simply from realizing how much the world really
The Final Message
~Another day in this carnival of souls. Another night settles in, as quickly as it goes. The memories of shadows, ink on the page, and I can't seem to find my way home. And it's almost like, your heaven's trying everything to keep me out~
To my dedicated followers. You have stumbled upon three years of my life. Many changes, many faces, many memories. Much hell has come and gone in the past three years, and it's a chapter of my life that I'm ready to burn as I move on and begin my life for what it really will be. That being said, this will be my final message. The final message to you all: Be happy. Follow your dreams. Live your life to the
Life sucks, smoke dope and be happy.
I'm breathing, so I guess I'm still alive. I just want to be left alone most days, but yet nobody can just take the hint. 2013 fucked me up pretty bad. I'm the only one of my friends not currently in jail or on probation. Fuck my life. If it wasn't for the fact that I smoke pot, I'd probably be dead or in prison by now.
I'm Alive.
Really nothing else to say, don't worry everyone, you're not rid of me yet. But I know you'll get me back...somehow...
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i had that happen to me alots of time for some reason and its feels weird and i hate it >.> anyways i hope you feeling better by now